Ever had one of those moments? One of those how am i alive?? moments? I'm having one at this very moment, have been for a few hours, and will continue to do so for the foreseeable future.

I'm not sure where this is going, just needed a ramble, in the past 10 years (and I'm only almost 23) I'm sure I got dealt a bad deal somewhere... I'm positive of it. I'm lost. :/

That's it for now.